Dumb

     I feel so dumb right now. I had this preconceived notion that I was pretty good in English type classes, so I get this assignment last week and bam. That notion that I can write a good paper on anything went straight to the gutter. This assignment was terrible, trying to write it was like pulling your nail off. It was so stinking hard, I hate it, HATE it. I could not come up with anything to write and when I finished I was relieved to wash my hands off it. I knew that this was the worst paper ever and to make me feel even worse I had to send it to my peer edit person in class. I thought okay she's going to say this was good, you need to add a better word here and stuff like that. Well I got my paper back and all sorts of stuff were written on it. I'm not saying it was bad, I thought that this girls edit was awesome, so awesome and smart that it made me feel terrible for writing such a bad paper. And I had to edit her paper too. It was awesome! What am I supposed to say to it, her paper is perfect, I mean PERFECT. I feel like the dumbest person ever and I can not wait to turn this paper in. I even feel like just e-mailing the teacher my paper and not showing up tomorrow in class, I know that's bad and I'll probably still go to class but right now I just feel like crap.