Freaking the Freak Out!!

      I am freaking out! Tomorrow is my first day in College, and its making me crazy. I signed up for classes on Wednesday, classes which started on MONDAY!! If you know me well, you know how I hate starting something new unprepared, especially late. I am freaking out that I've missed important things, and I know that I've missed a lecture because I saw it online. I have an autobiography due in that class tomorrow, which I'm working on at this moment. Everyone is telling me not to worry, because the fist week of class is just about going over the syllabus and getting to know the class, well that's nice to hear but that's not what I think. I think that I've missed TWO days of classes, classes that they haven't been in! I feel so unprepared and scared, I know how childish this is going to sound, but I want someone to hold my hand through this. I do not like going through new things by myself, I want someone to stand by me and give me support.
      I have no idea what to expect tomorrow morning, I have two classes one at 7 am and another at 9 am. That means that I have an hour between the two to worry about the next class and what am I supposed to do for an hour? Shall I tell you what Classes I have now and when? I have 4 classes this semester each 3 credit hours which means I am taking 12, which makes me a full time student, yay! One class I'm taking online, it the Foundation of Nutrition, which I just took cause I needed an elective but who knows I could learn lots of new stuff about the foods I eat.  The two classes I'm taking tomorrow are American Civilization and Intro to Criminal Justice. I'll have those Mon, Wen, & Fri. , and I'm kind of excited for Criminal justice, some of my favorite shows to watch are crime shows ( hello, can you say Law & Order fan over here!). Oh and that autobiography I'm working on is for American Civilization
     My final class, which I kind of can't wait to have is Diversity in American Literature. I love English, it was my favorite subject in High School and I love to read. See I didn't really have to take this class, it counts for the Humanities part in General Education and I'm done with that part but I did want some English class since the class I needed, English 2010, was full, so I took a class that sounded interesting and was English. That class I have on Mon and Wen. and its at 10. I am going to stop here since I really need to get back to that assignment. Thanks for listening, or really reading, this rant. Now here is a picture of what me freaking out would look like...